On The End Of The Line

There is a tightness in my chest and I keep feeling sick today. I try and live day to day, always. I hate looming... I have done an awful lot of stuff, but maybe it is not enough. Even Jeres is now saying I take on too much. I have, for the past 24 hours, been trying to transfer a 176 meg file (my new podcast, in fact) but it keeps crashing Rapid Share, You Send it won't take over 100, and I am out of webspace. Any ideas?

Today, a reader writes,

"Akira, cuz, what do you do if you think your brother is being bullied?"