I had stay up last night, so this afternoon I was tired, and fell into a feverish sleep. Everything was fuzzy, and everything melted. When I woke up, it was pitch black outside, and a terrorful cacophony of cheap fireworks tore up the air beyond my window. Children squealed. Bang. Bang.

Every explosion felt like a bullet through the heart.

Bang bang.


And they still do.

I feel like I have woken up into a nightmare. The heaven I was in before has turned into a hell.