I had stay up last night, so this afternoon I was tired, and fell into a feverish sleep. Everything was fuzzy, and everything melted. When I woke up, it was pitch black outside, and a terrorful cacophony of cheap fireworks tore up the air beyond my window. Children squealed. Bang. Bang.
Every explosion felt like a bullet through the heart.
And they still do.
I feel like I have woken up into a nightmare. The heaven I was in before has turned into a hell.